Look me in the eye, find some truth, find some fear
then use every word you can find to say nothing. I laid
in your bed once when you were not there. I had a nightmare
that your father found me. I let you run your hand down
my body, I let you, but you knew then, as is your habit
that there would be no more, that I would be hollow. I was another
tool, a way to discover another future. After I slid my hands
over you, and you whispered that it must mean something,
you peeled me, left me exposed. It was your nature to know,
but you left me no clues, no tea dried into elaborate patterns
in the bottoms of cups, no dried yarrow in a tangle on my lawn.