I’m not sure what I mean with the title of this post. Is this a blogger rally of some sort? Am I trying to pump myself up for the rest of my paltry work day? Do I not have any idea what I am doing? Probably the last of these is the truest.
But then, I never have any idea what I am doing. I was talking to a friend the other day about the fact that I am a Capricorn. But I am the Anti-Capricorn. I am disorganized, I am uncertain about EVERYTHING. and by everything, I mean everything. I don’t know what I want for lunch, I don’t know when I want to workout(though I do know that I want to), I don’t know where I am going after work. I don’t even know what I want out of life. Do I want to work in social work for forever? Do I want to be a crazy cat lady? Do I want to be here a little longer, or do I want to up and ditch all my friends and aquaintances and mysteriously move to another state one day?
I fake it pretty well, though. Everyone always thinks that I know more about myself than I really do. They always think I know what comes next, I know how I feel about every person and thing in my life. Really, I am lost. It changes every few seconds. Ask me a question, no seriously, do it, in the comments. Ask it again in 12 or more hours, and I’ll answer differently.
Perhaps a theme song would be helpful. For those of you wondering, that title is my little homage to Rocky. I’ve only ever watched the Rocky with Mr. T in it, but I might just go see this one, on video, just because I think the Milo guy who plays his son is kinda cute. I’m getting too old for this.